It’s coming It’s coming!
At last, the day of reckoning is finally at hand!
The long awaited moment!
The glorious moment!
All right, I’m getting delirious.
Hopefully, I’ll get what I’ve been hoping for ages on Tuesday.
It’s the beginning of the end of my quest to be connected.
I’m just like a child on Christmas Eve now.
I’d better try to remain sane till then.
It’s coming, It’s coming!
While waiting for the day to come, a friend suggested something to me. Well, I’ve been working on this pet project of mine for quite some time, and it has been consuming much of my attention lately (I’m starting to get obsessed with my project yet again, a hard to kill habit of mine). It all started on an impulse, and I’ve pretty much lost track of how long I’ve been working on this. So far, I think the project is progressing well on some parts, but on some other fronts I always ended up back at square one when I tried to make some progress. That’s right, stuck at a bloody deadlock. Just like doing accounting, but you keep on ending back at a figure that isn’t right. Doing this kind of stuff practically all by yourself without people to help you out is quite challenging, so finally I’ve yielded and asked for help. Some things are best understood from another perspective, and a second opinion never hurts. J
Other than that, from what I’ve worked out so far I think some data I’m getting is faulty. And it’s one hell of a time figuring out which is real and what is a mere facade, an illusion (that’s right, I think somebody is deliberately misleading me here, or that I’ve been incredibly stupid, again!). Back to double checking and see if I’ve missed anything. And then my friend urged me to get it all done with and finish it up quickly! Just get it done and over with! Yeah yeah, I know your project is already complete, so now you’re trying to goad me along too? ;P It’s not a competition! To be honest, I’d love to get it finished soon, but the last two similar projects ended in abject failure, and I fully intend to see this project to fruition. No, this is a delicate thing, like trying to grasp a flower, but if you rush, you’ll just end up crushing it. It seems complete, but to me, there’s still plenty of things to sort through.
Nope, no rushing there. Better to do things slowly and meticulously. But you’re right, can’t do things too slowly or else the whole thing is pointless, rendered obsolete. Yeesh. But at least I have one thing less to bother about. It’s coming at last, it’s coming!
February 12th, 2006 at 5:43 am
Forgive me for being nosy Huei Ming, but if your ‘project’ is of the nature that I think it is, you’re right. Take it slow and don’t rush it. But DON’T allow yourself to fall to a halt either, if you get what I mean.
February 12th, 2006 at 8:24 am
Haha, it is a project my good friend, not ‘project’.
Yeah, you’re right. It’s on the same subject I’ve discussed with you and the worm many times before, the one that has brought me the most grief and despair with each succesive failure.
Well, all I hope for is that I didn’t get misunderstood, or misunderstand the whole thing.
But thanks, really appreciate it.